Someone by my side.... * Memories *

He brought back memories of the times we've spent together...
I've been havin sleepless nights...
Cuz my other half is not here.
It reminded me of him...
When we're "together".
The moment I'm next to him,
I can sleep rite away.
Cuz I feel secured and taken care of...
Just as long as he's next to me..
Dat's all dat matters.


But now I'm havin restless nights again.
Out of no where...
Does dat mean dat I feel unsecured cuz he's not wif me?
Lately,
I no longer feel dat he means the things he says.
It felt like they're just empty words.
Words I wanna hear,
Not words he wanna say.
I dunno....
Shud I trust my sixth sense?
Or just go wif the flow?
Am I wrong for doubting?
"Scars" by Allison Iraheta says all I'm feeling now...



As for the mysterious "him".
I'm glad we've once crossed paths.
Tho we're not meant to be,
But u're really one of the decent guys I fell for.
U were almost everythin I wanted in a guy.
Almost...
But not close.
I just cant deal wif guys who lies to me straight at the face.
But I'm glad to haf u once a upon a time.