Question without answer

I cant remember the last time I cried so much.
I've cried a lot these days..
Knowin dat u're not here.
And ur heart has changed.
Knowin dat u're not gonna make it any better,
Knowin dat u're not gonna do ur best...
To make our relationship work.
Knowin it's not gonna get back to where it was.
U've changed.
You told me dat u loved me.
But all I could hear was an empty heart.
A heart dat no longer beats for me.
I told u I needed u here wif me.
But again and again u ignored me.
Did our relationship really came to a point..
A point of no return?
U know the answer better than I do.
U've caged me out of ur life so much.
I dun even know how to differentiate
Wad's real and wad's not anymore.
It felt like u din need me anymore...
Dat's why u couldnt find the reasons to love me still.
How much effort do u put in,
When u told me dat u loved me?
One hundred percent?
Or the lukewarm fifty percent?
U hurted me..
More than I can find the words to explain.
Do u still love me?
Do u still want me?
It's just a simple question...
But no answer to it.