U're hurtin me...

Honestly... I just dun understand why...
Gimme a reason why I shud be patient wif ur idiotic frens..
U saw wif ur own eyes how they've treated me...
U always apologize for not bein able to protect me.
Again and again after wad they did it!
Is it worthy for me to be patient wif them?!
Do u really know how it feels when u're capable of doin somethin,
But not bein able to do it?
Do u know how hard I've been tryin to keep my cool??
I guess u've no idea at all..
Tho u've always say dat u understood.
Action speaks louder than words..
How many times do u want me to re-phrase dat?!!
Whose side are u on?
Mine or theirs?
It came to a point dat things got so bad,
So pick ur choice now!!
I really cant do dis anymore....
Enuf is just enuf!
Do u still wan them to go on jeopardizing our relationship?
Are they so precious to u..
Dat u're willing to sacrifice me to win their trust?
Cuz it does feel like dat now!
Every couple has their own problem..
Dat I know for sure..
BUT DIS IS NOT OUR PROBLEM!!!!!!!!
The more I talk bout it...
The more pissed and angry I get!
U haf no idea how much I wanna get back at them!
Why is he draggin all our frens into the problem he made for himself??
Wad kinda guy is he?
Do I still need to remind u?
Honestly...
Is he worth it to be called a fren?
Fren no fiend yes!!!
If dis still goes on...
Let me assure u dis..
We will no longer be together anymore!
Even after 10 years of waitin..
I've got no time for a person who cant appreciate me...
Even more put into situations like dis..
U can say good bye to dis relationship.
Not bein able to stand up for me is already bad enuf..
But siding them oobviously made things much worse for me.
Dis is as much as I can take..
Take ur pick...

Irresponsible Ppl

Some ppl can be such assholes...
Wake up and be a guy k?!!
U and her breakin up has nothin to do wif me at all!!
And now u wanna blame it on me?!!
Wad has dis shyt got to do wif me?
U're the one who's not treating her right..
Controlling her whole fish life!
I'm not the one who spoilt ur relationship..
Puttin the blame on me is so freakin convenient, isn't it?
So u dun need to own up to ur own faults..
Blaming someone else is too easy..
The other way round...
U just dun wanna let urself fall into self pity and admit dat it's ur fault u guys are over.
Please can u reality check urself for once?!
U're the idiot who cheated in front of me!
U're so smart...
U oughtta know dat gals stick together..
Dun try ti out do me k?!
Cuz u're also the dumb ass who threathen me.
Go ahead and be my guest...
I'll be patient till I recollect myself...
Honestly,
Wad kinda guy u call urself?
I call u a sissy tho...
Cuz u're a guy who cant even admit his own faults.
Neways.. a real guy knows how to respect gals..
Where as u dun know!
Any kid knows not to lay a finger on gals...
And u into ur 20-s can respect that...
To hell wif u!

He loves doin it!

I've got no idea why he loves teasing me to the max! And he totally enjoys getting on my nerves.. He loves to hear me get mad...
At times I really wonder if that's the only way he's using to keep me? I've always known that he's shy.. When it comes to admittin his feelings.. But admittin will do u some good wont it? When he invited me over, it really caught me off guard. I know he meant it... But where's the limit?
Cuz everytime when I suggest meeting up, he wont meet me.. But instead he'd call me for long hours. I'm lost... Wad's the code? I wont know wad's in his mind unless he opens up.. Whenever I asked him somethin, "Dunno" is his favourite answer.
I would really love to get to know him better. But communication is a 2 way street. Unless he lets me in.. Or I'll just wait till the door opens up

Kid Theng~

Hubby~
I wished u're back de... Got alot of stuffs to tell u... Miss ur hugs..

I still care

I still do care for him...
I cant help it even tho he poached my heart. How stupid it was to believe dat we could work dis out.. I;m aware that he's a superstar.. Why would he choose someone like me? Still... It was some sort of a satisfaction to know dat he once did had feelings for me...

Hmmm~ still I really wanna keep him in my life. So I'm always pesterin him to see me, call me... Just to hear his voice would really make my day.. The one u cant get is always the special one. I really hope dat he'll ace in the competition. Tho I really wanna go see him there, i still have doubts whether I shud anot.

Everytime he starts jokin or just to annoy me... I would really cheer up. I'm crapping bout him again...

I just miss him heaps...

Are u The One?

We've been together for a year d..
Time has really flown by hasn't it?
I know we're living the legacy of being frens turned into lovers..
I love it everytime u sang "Superwoman' and dedicate it to me.
From the first day..
That song has always been ur theme for me.
U're not the guy I've dream of..
But over the time,
U've proved urself worthy again and again.
U're not perfect,
Neither am I.
I love u to bits tho at times u really get on my nerves.
Chai Yee actually have faith dat u'd be the one I will marry..
When u wore the ring back for me dat day,
And told me "This ring wont come off until I renew one for u"
I was kinda happy,
Knowin dat u needed me..
Knowin dat u love me deep inside..
Time and time again...
I needed u to prove ur <3>