Tears

U made me cry till my eyes bulged.
Cried until I had no voice to talk...
Nor I haf the voice to scream.
I've no idea why u kept testing our relationship dis way.
Was it for ur own entertainment?
Wad do u expect for the outcome?
We're not in a movie...
All the things we do are decided...
No turning back.
There's no way we can do re-takes of a scene.
Why u cant understand dat?
Everthing u do affects me.
I honestly cant keep doing things like dat.
U gimme doubt,
Insecurities in our relationship.
Did u want it to end one way or another...
U dun care at all?!
U hurted me too much.
Why?!
Do I really deserved all dis?
I kept askin myself why.
I wished u'd gimme a definite answer.
We're no longer in our teens.
There's no time to play,
Make mistakes dat'll cost us time dat cant return.
I kept reminding u dat I need u here...
I cried,
I shouted,
I adviced...
I even treated u cold...
But none of it work.
Tell me how can I get thru ur brain to see dat u're hurtin me?!
I really haf done all I can.
But u kept takin it for granted.
I dun owe u anythin...
I only did it cuz I love u.
Is dat so hard to understand?!!!