Cold war?!

I really dunno why suddenly things has fallen out of hand. Everyday things has been changing. Even the way we talk to each other is different now. Why? Issit because he's away all the time? Is it because dat we're already bored of each other? Issit because we fell outta love? Because he no longer treats me the way he used to? I dun haf an accurate answer... I kept myself busy not to think bout dis, cuz it hurts tho on the surface I look okay. I'm tired of bein the "mommy" in dis relationship. For once I want him to take the veins and be the "daddy" too. But.... Dun he even want me anymore? Cuz I really feel dat way.
Why so often love is taken for granted? And how many succeeded in achieving? I wanna one of them But it's not easy is it? Wad simplicity always seems complicated? Someone's the crook... Are we having a communication break down? I cant seem to find the right words to describe how I feel. I'm gettin awfully tired of dis love, relationship shyt. All I wanted was him to be here, to keep his promises. " Promises are meant to be broken " someone told me. But wad's the point of making promises u dun mean to keep? I told him before, even if he has the money to marry me... But the attitude remains, I wont even say yes. How can I say yes to a Hubby who's always away and not here? Say yes to a person who cant balance his life? I know dat money is important.. So is family! He's a guy who dun miss home... The more I talk bout dis... The more broken I'm gonna be..
So if dat's the way he wants... He can haf it cold.