Wow~~~ I'm like really superbly excited bout tomoro.... Hehehe~ Just because Steven wants to spend his birthday wif me. ^^ It somehow meant alot to me. Why me?? Hehehe~ He again implemented the 3 years plan. He asked me to wait for him another 3 years and he'll fulfill my dreams for me. Honestly, I'm overwhelmed... Cuz I know not every guy can say dat or shud I say keep dat promise. I feel really blessed. I honestly do.
As for Hubby.... I guess we really came to a point dat things are chilling off. I hate the fact he refused to come back... Nor let me go there visit him. How can I believe dat nothin is goin on there? He says dat he totally hates it when I start doubtin him. How can I not when he starts doin things like dis? It felt I gave him too many chances... I've said all I had to say, and I've done my part. More than I shud do. But he's not capable of appreciating it. Then I'm sorry to say dat it's not gonna work. Every gal wishes to be loved. Wad's so hard to understand bout dat? I never demanded anythin... All I ever wanted is for him to be here wif me. Dat's not too much to ask for rite? Wakin up next to someone u love is just somethin money cant buy... If he cant understand dat, I really dun haf anythin else to say de.
That really makes me miss Jacob more. *sob sobz... Where are u Kap?* He understood the whole bein there thing. When he was back in Penang, he would just go to Screwball to be there when I'm workin. Just to make sure I'm okay. The memories he gave me is just simple, and it seeps deep into my heart. I guess I saw past the whole I'm goin back to Witchita thingie. It's been 2 years... And I still miss him. Jacob Lim is really the one who got away. ='( *I'm still holdin hope of meetin u again*
I'm suddenly reminded of those who got away... *WTH?!*
Colin Yeap ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ Thou we dated for a brief while when we're 14... But the long distance relationship just dun work. Would it be different if he was based in Penang?
Ice Teoh ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Colin's couz. I totally saw past the" Would u be my guinea pig" question. But I guess we wouldn't haf worked out anyways... He's superstar now..
Wilson Tai ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ The beach camp. It all started from there. Everytime he got into an accident, I was the first one he wanted to see. And I always ended up spendin the nite over his house. And he would ask me to stay again. Well... We're just not meant to be. He's just too good looking for me. =)
Justin Woo ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ He's my ex's best mate. Even after Oliver and I broke up... Justin just continued to be there for me. Even when I dated someone new.. He's always waitin without any questions asked. He actually played the guitar for me in Youth Park in front of everyone.. Dat's how he expressed himself... *Sweet*
Joe Tan ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ Dis is probably the hardest I had to let go. He's my god bro.. Someone close to me.. Always there for me. Calling me evernite even tho our houses are just 5 mins away. He never failed to get me pressies for every occasion. But when he finally pursued me.. I freaked out.. And we grew apart. I still miss those moments....
Lim ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ He's another of my fling's side kick. He's always the one who stood by me when Gun wasn't treatin me rite. He loves gettin on my nerves as a way to say " Take another look at me. " I'll never forget how adorable he sounded over the phone. He adored me from far cuz I was too in love with Gun to see his existence. Where are u Lim? It's been ages since I last saw u....
And the last one was Jacob Lim. The one who gave me memories dat seeps deep into my heart not willing to disappear. I wished we could start all over again.....
As for Hubby.... I guess we really came to a point dat things are chilling off. I hate the fact he refused to come back... Nor let me go there visit him. How can I believe dat nothin is goin on there? He says dat he totally hates it when I start doubtin him. How can I not when he starts doin things like dis? It felt I gave him too many chances... I've said all I had to say, and I've done my part. More than I shud do. But he's not capable of appreciating it. Then I'm sorry to say dat it's not gonna work. Every gal wishes to be loved. Wad's so hard to understand bout dat? I never demanded anythin... All I ever wanted is for him to be here wif me. Dat's not too much to ask for rite? Wakin up next to someone u love is just somethin money cant buy... If he cant understand dat, I really dun haf anythin else to say de.
That really makes me miss Jacob more. *sob sobz... Where are u Kap?* He understood the whole bein there thing. When he was back in Penang, he would just go to Screwball to be there when I'm workin. Just to make sure I'm okay. The memories he gave me is just simple, and it seeps deep into my heart. I guess I saw past the whole I'm goin back to Witchita thingie. It's been 2 years... And I still miss him. Jacob Lim is really the one who got away. ='( *I'm still holdin hope of meetin u again*
I'm suddenly reminded of those who got away... *WTH?!*
Colin Yeap ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ Thou we dated for a brief while when we're 14... But the long distance relationship just dun work. Would it be different if he was based in Penang?
Ice Teoh ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Colin's couz. I totally saw past the" Would u be my guinea pig" question. But I guess we wouldn't haf worked out anyways... He's superstar now..
Wilson Tai ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ The beach camp. It all started from there. Everytime he got into an accident, I was the first one he wanted to see. And I always ended up spendin the nite over his house. And he would ask me to stay again. Well... We're just not meant to be. He's just too good looking for me. =)
Justin Woo ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ He's my ex's best mate. Even after Oliver and I broke up... Justin just continued to be there for me. Even when I dated someone new.. He's always waitin without any questions asked. He actually played the guitar for me in Youth Park in front of everyone.. Dat's how he expressed himself... *Sweet*
Joe Tan ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ Dis is probably the hardest I had to let go. He's my god bro.. Someone close to me.. Always there for me. Calling me evernite even tho our houses are just 5 mins away. He never failed to get me pressies for every occasion. But when he finally pursued me.. I freaked out.. And we grew apart. I still miss those moments....
Lim ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ He's another of my fling's side kick. He's always the one who stood by me when Gun wasn't treatin me rite. He loves gettin on my nerves as a way to say " Take another look at me. " I'll never forget how adorable he sounded over the phone. He adored me from far cuz I was too in love with Gun to see his existence. Where are u Lim? It's been ages since I last saw u....
And the last one was Jacob Lim. The one who gave me memories dat seeps deep into my heart not willing to disappear. I wished we could start all over again.....
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