These few days...
I've been tryin really hard to fix the pieces together.
But he just dun fit!!
I cant imagine him there wif me in the future.
My imagination on him has totally died.
Dun ask me why..
I honestly dun haf the answer.
It felt like we totally dun haf a future together.
But with Teddy Bear...
Everythin is different.
Is it because of the timing?
Teddy fits in my plans...
I could imagine him hugging me from the back when we take photos...
Or buyin me flowers..
Walkin wif me at the beach during sunset..
He's the guy I can rely on when I need someone to be there for me..
He's the kinda of guy dat will hug u to bed.
The one who'll make sure u're okay.
The hug says it all.
Yes,
Teddy has his own flaws too.
He's got weird mood swings.
One minute he's so in love,
The next he dun wan u.
But dat's the risk I would take.
Cuz by the end of the day...
I know he still wants me in his life.
Deep down in my heart,
I know we'll still be together.
It's weird..
But I really cant find the words to explain..
He fits in wif me...
I've always believed in dun marry the guy u can live wif..
Marry the guy u cant live without.
I know dat Teddy's not plannin to get married anytime soon..
But I dun wanna get married..
Not now...
Especially not wif "him".
I feel dat dis is the last time we're gonna talk bout dis topic.
Cuz he no longer fits in.
Everyone says dat when time comes..
Things will fall in place.
I dun need the car...
And definitely not the money he can give me.
And Teddy totally understands dat.
Very well...
He knows dat all I asked for is the company and hugs.
I guess dat's the main reason why Teddy fits in my future.
Other than dat...
He fills in all the other essentials..
I cant help feelin guilty.
But if it cant work out..
I really need to say good bye to the relationship
I've put one and a half years in for.
I cant waste my time for somethin dat's goin no where.
For once,
I shud see myself as the importance.
Someone could sacrifice for me instead.
Someone else could make the effort for me instead.
Someone could love me instead.
This time,
I just wanna sit back and relax..
And feel love and cared for.
The wealthiest gal in the world...
Is not havin the money to buy all she wants...
But the one who is well loved and cared for...
I've been tryin really hard to fix the pieces together.
But he just dun fit!!
I cant imagine him there wif me in the future.
My imagination on him has totally died.
Dun ask me why..
I honestly dun haf the answer.
It felt like we totally dun haf a future together.
But with Teddy Bear...
Everythin is different.
Is it because of the timing?
Teddy fits in my plans...
I could imagine him hugging me from the back when we take photos...
Or buyin me flowers..
Walkin wif me at the beach during sunset..
He's the guy I can rely on when I need someone to be there for me..
He's the kinda of guy dat will hug u to bed.
The one who'll make sure u're okay.
The hug says it all.
Yes,
Teddy has his own flaws too.
He's got weird mood swings.
One minute he's so in love,
The next he dun wan u.
But dat's the risk I would take.
Cuz by the end of the day...
I know he still wants me in his life.
Deep down in my heart,
I know we'll still be together.
It's weird..
But I really cant find the words to explain..
He fits in wif me...
I've always believed in dun marry the guy u can live wif..
Marry the guy u cant live without.
I know dat Teddy's not plannin to get married anytime soon..
But I dun wanna get married..
Not now...
Especially not wif "him".
I feel dat dis is the last time we're gonna talk bout dis topic.
Cuz he no longer fits in.
Everyone says dat when time comes..
Things will fall in place.
I dun need the car...
And definitely not the money he can give me.
And Teddy totally understands dat.
Very well...
He knows dat all I asked for is the company and hugs.
I guess dat's the main reason why Teddy fits in my future.
Other than dat...
He fills in all the other essentials..
I cant help feelin guilty.
But if it cant work out..
I really need to say good bye to the relationship
I've put one and a half years in for.
I cant waste my time for somethin dat's goin no where.
For once,
I shud see myself as the importance.
Someone could sacrifice for me instead.
Someone else could make the effort for me instead.
Someone could love me instead.
This time,
I just wanna sit back and relax..
And feel love and cared for.
The wealthiest gal in the world...
Is not havin the money to buy all she wants...
But the one who is well loved and cared for...
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