The nite...

Wow~ Last nite was really the best nite he spend wif me after so long...

The words..

The hugs..

It all showed me somethin new.

For once it felt like he's ready to commit dis to another level.

I just told him wadeva dat's on my mind.

"I wonder if one day u'd say.. Dat's my gf"

As the usual... He'd say "maybe"

Well... Maybe is good enuf for me at the momento.

I'm really lookin forward to Sunday...

I would really love to spend more time wif him.

Like I said before..

I've lost count of how many times we did dis.

But I guess it just proves dat both of us cant give up,

And forget bout it.

I'm addicted to him...

And somehow,

I know he feels the same too.

He's no good at expressing his feelings.

But I know when the day comes...

He'll haf no problem at all.

I just hope dat dis time things would work out.

I kept havin dis feeling dat he'll send flowers one day.

When he does...

I know he's ready.

My big teddy bear...

I do too love u...

Am too addicted to u.

For all the things we've been thru..

I'm glad we're still not giving up.

Huggies and smooches Teddy Bear