Fling? Or the beginning?

I dunno how many times we repeated dis de.
I've lost count.
But yesterday....
Somethin assured me..Or shud I say he assured me ^^
He'll be there when I need him.
He's my big teddy bear,
Someone whom I feel secured wif.Someone whom I can go to when I needed the hug.
OMgoodness....
In love?Nah.... I dun think so..
It's more like a phase I go thru wif him.
Rite??
He's superstar...He can haf anybody he wants.
And when he told me yesterday dat he missed me...
It's sweet... ^^
It's good to haf someone around.
Someone who cares... ^^After all dat has happened...
The disastrous date wif Steven...
My big teddy bear wanted me to be okay.
"I'll hug u like dis everyday if u want me to"Isn't dat sweet?
Awwww....

Yes he's not good looking..
And bla bla black sheep.And he has the weirdest mood swings I've ever seen.
But by the end of the day...
He still wants me to be okay.
Dat's all dat matters to me...
Wadeva he said last nite really made me feel better.He's not dat kinda guy... Guy,
He dun take advantages...
Dat's the best I love bout him.
He's a sweetheart...
And I feel safe and secured when I'm wif him.And to know dat I always haf someone who wants me back...
I feel really blessed.
"You're the only one rite now."
Dat phrase meant somethin to me...
Well I wouldn't say I dun love him...I do...
To a certain extend.
But how are things are gonna be in the future...
I've no idea.
One step at a time....

Love u Sayang...

My big teddy bear,,,

Ps~ It's a compliment =p