None of us are perfect beings...

For all the things u do...
I love u to bits and I do hate u at the same time.
I cant help it....
At times I really feel dat u're not good for me...
But in some other aspects.
U suit me perfectly dat I've got no complaints...
The only thing missing is u're support.
I love bein independent...
And I love my freedom of no need to depend on u...
But at times u really make me feel dat u're totally takin things for granted.
And for dat,
I hate u.
Sometimes I really wished u'd be more sensitive towards me..
Even simple things,
U'd take them for granted...
I really hate u when u do dat.
Instead of me giving in always,
Can u just give in once in awhile?

At times I really cant help doubtin...
Are u the guy I wanna get married to?
My mates are worried cuz it's so obvious dat u cant support me in any way at all..
For dat,
I dun blame them.
Cuz they're lookin out for me.
I've known u for so long..
Dat itself has pro-s and con-s.
I dun need to hide my feelings...
Or shud I just say I cant hide them from u.
Are we really good for each other?
I cant help but to doubt.
I'm not ready to marry a guy who has no career or wad so ever..
I'm not ready to marry a guy who cant fully commit to the family..
I cant marry a guy who cant take care of the family..
I will not let my children suffer...
That I shall always hold onto.
I've gave u the dateline..
And I really hope dat u'll keep ur promise..

I dun mean to insult ur job...
It's just dat u're way too good for dis.
U deserved better..
I've tried so hard to tell u dat..
To make u realize.
He's just some cheapo boss.
Who dun deserve ur respect.
I'm sorry to say dat...
But it's true.
U and I know it...
It's time to move on..
And dis time without them.
It's time to evolve..
Time to change into somethin better.
I gave u my word,
I'll still be here when u fall.
But not if u're gonna stick to dis job.
I know how capable u are..
And dat irks me to the max.
It's really time to change.

If u really wanna keep dis relationship,
U really want me to be urs..
Please tink carefully.
Dis is not the life I want to be in when we're in our 40s..
I wanna be somewhere secured...
Not insecured.
I've already told u everythin in detail..
Please do ur best to make dis work.
I've did my 50% and I need u to do urs too...
Cuz dis time I evalute our relationship..
I will not change my mind anymore.
The decision is urs..
Either u keep it or lose it.
I refuse to stay dis way for the rest of my life...