Things we'll never understand

Life and death…
We’ll neva understand how it goes,
When it’s time for us to leave?
We tend to take things for granted when they’re still around..
Thinkin dat they’ll be here..
To watch us grow..
To be here…
But things happen without warnings..
Not even a single hint.
They won’t tell us, even if they noe.
Do we really learn from our mistakes?
Do we appreciate things more..
Every single day…
Someone’s dying out there..
Someone close to us?
Someone we once knew?
Someone we’ve met once?
Someone… always someone..
Time heals the broken heart..
The empty space..
Does it really heals?
There’s times I wish..
I wished dat she was still here..
The familiarity of the place..
I could actually feel her sitting there
Reading her books..
Combing her hair…
I could actually feel her there..
I could say a thousand sorry-s..
A million miss you-s…
But she’s gone.
Will she hear me?
Did she feel me?
Will we eva meet then again?
It’s a million questions..
Without answers.
I wan to see u again…
Love u too much to let go..
I’m not ready to put the past behind me..
Forgetting every memories we’ve had.
It meant too much to let go…
I’m not willing to forget…
Ur wrinkles…
Ur white hair..
The way u walk..
The way u talk..
Ur comforting hugs..
I miss u so much..

-Nana Saw-