Equality plays an important role too..

Honestly,
I'm really upset dat u dun wanna go wif me.
I know my mom's hard to put up wif...
And for dat I feel sorry to u too.
But I'm not given a choice here.
She's is still a part of my family...
Part of my life.
I had to put up wif me for all the years I've lived.
I thank God dat u're mom is the best mom dat I could haf.
I couldn't asked for more...
For all the things I do,
All I ever wanted is for u to walk thru wif me.
Is dat too much to ask for?
I really wondered sometimes...
I went wif u without any questions asked.
I've met all ur family members..
Isn't fair dat u meet mine as well?
I dunno...
I'm really confused and upset by ur actions sometimes.
I know deep down u love me...
At times u just act like u dun care much.
It's hard for me to comunicate when u're not willing to listen.
It's all a sensitive subject to u...
As far as I'm concerned..
We'll hafto face it one day.
I've done my part well,
Dat I'm well assured of....
But when are u willing to do ur part?
Without me having to say anythin?
It feels like it's not goin to happen at all.
I really do want my family to love u...
But u're making it harder when u won't take the first step.


I din sign up to be in such a multi dysfuntional family...
Neither did I sign up to be where I am rite now.
I just need u to walk together wif me...
Dat's all I ever wanted.
It's not a demand,
But a request....
Support is a crucial essential for me..
In some ways i need u to understand dat.
Dis is one of the reasons we shud get our own place...
I do not wan u to put up wif mom like dat forever...
I know she's not in the place to judge who u are...
But dat isn't important.
Wad is the most important thing is dat I chose to be wif u..
Cuz u complete me more than u know.
As much as we hate to admit,
None of us are perfect.
In alot of ways,
U perfected me...
Do not leave me at the cross roads all by myself..
Cuz it's just one things I cant do when u're not wif me...