U've failed me...

Sometimes I really dun get wad is mom's prob.
She's been givin me hell alot these days...
For no freakin reasons.
I'm tired of her bein so bias.
When I confront her about it...
She always deny.
That really ticks me off even more.
Why wont she admit it?
She's been doin the same thing over again for years...
It's the same freakin mistake she'll do till I die.
Sometimes I'm just lost for words.
Who does she really treats me as?
A daughter?
Doubt so...
Not dat I hate her...
But sometimes,
It's just so freakin unfair to judge after all dat she put me thru!
So often she make everyone think dat it's my fault,
Even when I haf nothin to do wif it!
I'm so tired of playin and pretendin to be the black sheep.
To be the one to blame...
When will all dis end?


Life is so different when Nana's no longer around.
Things has taken a toll on me eventually.
I'm no longer protected...
No longer taken care of...
I wished she was still around.
Cuz she's my onlt shoulder to cry on at home.
It's so different...
As time passes...
I've learnt dat she's no longer coming back here...
But I hold on to the promise dat we'll meet again..
*Love u to bits Nana*