Different postal code

In KL finally.
The jinx is over I guess...
*Happie happie*

Hmmmm~ I'm totally havin a great time wif someone who loves me.
But I still cant help wished it was Jacob Lim.
Haiz~~ Wad am I supposed to do wif dis lost feeling?
I wished I had an answer.
I wished it wasn't dis hard.
Seems I'm not ready or willing to get dis over wif.
Not willing to let go till I finally see him.
*Keepin my fingers crossed*


John is another prob.
Wad do u do when U can no longer find the reasons to love a person?
Does time really matters?
Dat everythin will work out fine..
cuz it no longer works dat way de.
I feel no pain but relieved.
Not a very good sign de rite?
I'm willing to move on wif my life and put all of dis behind me.
Cuz he's not worth cryin over.
Wad he did dat day was totally unacceptable to me.
I can never marry a guy who cant respect my stuffs.
Those are the memories dat I treasure alot.
I guess wad really triggered the whole argument was him tearing Jacob's pix.
Dat pix meant alot to me.
John...
No way back into my life.
Cuz it aint gonna work no more.
I guess dis is wad happens when the relationship hits rock bottom.
It aint gonna work out because he's turning violent.
I ain't gonna be some stupid blond to wait till he hits me only leave.
I know well dat I deserved so much better than dat.
Take it or leave it..
Dis time I'm not gonna tink twice,
I'm gonna leave it.
Time doesn't prove how deep ur relationship is.
Dat's one thing I know and believed in.
Once upon a time,
He seemed to be the right one.
Not now..
Not anymore.