Of cuz I'm scared

Well...
Of cuz I'm freaked out.
Who in the right won't be?
I'm makin a huge decision.
A big leap.


But wad is done is done de.
I've lived wif so many regrets.
Things dat I din do and shud haf..
I've decided to go live without regrets.
I just wanna make the best decision I could.
Cuz when I make dis decision,
There's no turnin back.
No magical eraser to delete the mistakes.
Accept it or decline.
Of cuz I wished I had more options to consider.
But it's only a "yes" or a "no" now..


Of cuz I'm no longer in my teens.
It's the right timing to make such decisions.
Time to look forward and make life changing decisions.
No more partayin so hard,
More relaxations.
No more stressin myself out,
More enjoyin the moments.
Of cuz I do know there'll be hard times as well.
But I know I can get thru it like I always did.
Thank God for the frens who stayed on and on wif me on the never endin roller coaster ride.
Love u guys to bits.
Well,
Dis time around..
I'm hopin for more ferris wheel rides.
Dun think my heart can take much of the roller coaster rides de. =p




Up till now,
I haven't made any decisions yet.
I shud be worryin more... =(
But I'm not.
Too bad.
I know everythin is carefully planned out accordin to His timing.
If my time comes thru His timing.
I'll gladly say "yes"
I dun see why not.
I know He won't me thru bad times I can take.
I'm stayin positive in dis.
Stayin in my happie bubble.
Who am I to say "No" to His will?
Rock wif the flow. =)
Sounds crazy..
But I'm not the only one who believes dat it's dat way.
I'm sure He chose the best for me.




*Haf a lil faith*