Autumn Leaves

Wad do u do when some stuffs gets too hard to ignore?
When the feelings aren't the same anymore?
When it's no longer the person u used to know?
It felt like there's some missing puzzles I couldn't find.
Wad triggered dis?
Wad wasn't I told of?
Have I done anythin wrong?
Cuz I dun remember doin anythin wrong at all.
I've been tryin to be happy..
Tryin not to bother her so much as she's been busy.
But there's somethin missing!
Somethin I cant put my finger on.
Wad is it dat I'm missin?




I get it dat she wants to spend her holiday there.
If I were her,
I would haf done the same.
I get all dat.
But why the sudden mia?
She was never like dis before..
I get it dat she's busy..
But to the extend of total silence?
Somethin's gotta be wrong somewhere..
But where?


Did she really think dat someone else could just take her place?
They maybe my best friend too.
But it's not everyone is the same.
Dis feelin is too hard to explain.
Words cant be put rite.
It hurts too much inside.
I've been tryin to shut up.
Been tryin to be fine at my own way..
But nothin's the same anymore.
People change...
I get it..