Jacob Lim, I still miss u

I cant help it...
It's been 2 years..
And I still cant keep u out of my mind.
My heart..
And everytime I thought back bout wad could haf been..
It hurts.
I feel like cryin,
Cuz I know dat I hurt u badly.
I know now.
I've never stop apologizing.
And at times I wished u could just reply me already.
I miss u..
I really really do miss u.
If I wasn't bein childish,
Bein nasty..
We're would haf been together now.
I regretted..
I would do anythin to make things okay again.
If I had u,
There'll be no one else I want.
Yea~ I deserved to be ignored.
After how I treated u.
But baby,
At least give me a fair chance to explain.
I din wanna hurt u..
I was more like afraid of hurting myself.
I dun like long distance relationships.
I dunno how long u'll be in Wichita.
Is there any way we could work things out?


The only way I could feel close to u now..
Is by dreaming.
It makes me wonder if I ever crossed ur mind.
Let me meet u one last time to apologize.
To hug u goodbye..
Dat's all I'm askin for.
Is dat too much?
I miss u..
My heart hurts...