I feel like cryin

I'm afraid to admit dat it's all a dream.
All a sweet dream dat will never come true.
U comin to my workin place to find me.
Hugging me tight wif ur eyes closed,
Whispering "I missed u"
It's all a dream.
A dream I dun wanna let go..
I cried till I fell asleep.
How could a moment be so real?
How could a brief fling be afflicting so much pain?
I could find the words to explain.
It dawned on me.
U're the one who got away.
The one I should haf held on tightly.
Jacob....
It hurts not being able to apologize for the things I did.
I know u're coming back soon.
But how soon?
Will u ever find me again?
Will u give me a chance to explain?
Baby..
One chance is all I'm askin for.
Only one..

I never knew it would hurt dis bad.
Never expect it to stay even after 2 years.
Could we go back to the moment when we're in Jamal?
And start everythin over again?
Is there any possibilities to do so?
I miss ur warm cozy hugs.
The way u look me in the eye.
"U fetch him back.."
Those words echoed in my head.
Would it be different if I did fetch u back dat nite?
Kap~ 
For all the things u did for me,
I know it's out of ur sincere heart.
I look back at the pictures..
And I know wad was in ur head.
U never gave me the chance to say goodbye.
Why?




Mebbe up till now,
I'm the only one who's still holding on,
While u're already moved on.
Mebbe I'm the only one who's still hoping for the hopeless to happen..
I wouldn't know till I see u again.
Kap~
One last hug goodbye,
It'll all end there.
I promise not to hurt u..
I'm not capable of doin dat anymore..
I just wanna say dat I'm sorry..