Things are getting clearer now... I guess

Yea... I guess so.
I'm tired of doin dis.
Cuz I dun tink I can do it any longer.
Cuz u're not willing to accept the fact.
I wished I could say dat I'm sad.
Sad cuz u've made such a plunging decision.
But I'm not.
I felt relieved...
Cuz it felt like u're finally accepting the truth.
The truth of things are not gonna get back to where it used to be.
I've given u the best,
But u took me for granted time and time again.
I've no regrets of letting go.
Cuz u're no good for me.
U never treated me right after we dated for 6 months..
And I stayed...
I still chose u.
But now it's been one and a half year..
U left me hanging by a thread.
Treated me like dirt,
Time and time again..
I kept my cool for long enuf.






No gal would ever want a bf who treat them like dirt.
I did all those things cuz I loved u.
But to u,
It's a must.
It's a role dat I shud play...
There's no use regretting all of dat now.
Cuz right from the start,
U only wanted me cuz I treat u well.
I really dun wan things to get ugly.
It's time to let me go...
Like u said before..
"If u found someone better, I'll let u go."
Keep the words u made me.
Before u take my life.








There's no point regretting if u dun change.
No one can change u if u're not willing to.
U can stay dat way forever if u choose to.
But u know I say it cuz I want the best for u.
It's time to grow up.
Face facts...
Not every gals can keep quiet wif dat attitude of ur's .
I no longer can love u..
Not dat way anymore.
U've made things so hard for me in these past few months.
I've been carrying dat burden for way too long.
Tho I love ur mom and bro to bits.
I'm sorry dat dis is gonna be a disappointment to them.
There's nothin else I could do de.
I've tried my best to let things pass..
But I really cant anymore.
I dun deserve ur tantrums.
Ur rants..
I've put up wif it way too long.
It's getting pretty much of a habit dat I let u haf ur way.
Dat's not gonna happen anymore.
I dun wanna argue bout it,
Cuz ur ego gets in the way.
U never took care of my heart.
Thinkin dat I'll forgive u and forget bout it everytime.
U've used up all ur chances.
U've crushed my dreams under ur foot.
I find it all hard to believe dat there's a man who can love me wif all his heart now.
A man who can treat me like a princess..
A man who'd always be there to protect me.
U've crushed my dreams of believing in marriage.
Those are all sweet talk...
I'll never put hope of gettin married till it really happens..
Not anymore.