Driftin apart

The title says it all..
Dun it?
Dun u feel dat we're driftin apart?
Cuz I cant be who u want me to be.
I love bein myself.
But time and time again u keep pushin the boundaries.
Keep wantin me to be someone I'm not.
Someone I dun wanna be.
Please understand dat I'm just me...
Not wif split personality.
By the end of the day,
I just wanna be myself.
The crazy emo me...
The smoker and beer drinker.
I'm fine bein myself.
Tho I know dat some change would be better.
I dun like the image u're paintin of me.
Cuz dat's so fake.
It's not me deep inside.
I find hard to smile when u're pretend dat I'm the miss perfect.
I would be really grateful if u let me be myself.
Dat I dun hafto pretend.
Cuz dat's just not me!!
Dun change who I am.


U wouldn't like it too if I tried to change u.
Like u said U wont change.
And I din even try...
Why cant u understand dat?
I'm really tired of the same old lame conversation.
Everyday it's the same.
It's nothin new...
I already knew wad to expect...
Cuz there's not gonna be anythin else.
I'm tired...
I dun wan dis anymore.
Cuz I've lost faith.
I've tried too long..
Given u too much time.
Again and again u broke ur promises.
U're not the same man..
No longer can be.
I find it too hard to love u...
Not now..
Not wif dat kinda attitude.




Why did it took me so long to see dat u're treatin me wrong?
Treatin me for granted.
For the sake of havin me?
Dun say I love u if u dun mean it.
Wad's the whole point?
Sometimes I wished u would keep ur mouth shut.
I hate ur childish attitude.
U're not willin to grow up.
Makin like everyone owes u somethin.
U cant even gain my mom's trust.
U're makin things worse by disrespectin her.
Makin everythin hard for me.
She's my mom...
Not someone I can change...
U must understand dat.
Why is dat so hard to understand?
She may not be treatin me the right way..
But I still love her.
She's my flesh and blood.
She's the one who bore me for 9 months.
The one I can never say no to.
No matter how bad things may seem,
She's still my mom.
I'm born to love her..
How would it feel if I treated ur parents dat way?
U wouldn't like it too.
So stop bein so selfish.
It's time to let go.
I cant keep doin dis.
Cuz u're the major pain in my life.
Dun be so naive to think dat I'll give my parents up for u.
No matter how bad things may seem...
I'm still wif them.
Like u side ur parents too.
Dun get me wrong..
I love ur mom to bits.
And I feel bad havin to do dis to her.
But I realize dat it's u I'm wif..
Not ur mom.
If u cant give me the emotional support..
And everytime I feel so insecure,
Wad's the whole point of bein together?!
I've done more than I shud de.
There's nothin else left for me to do.




If u love me,
Let me go.
U know I deserved better.
I've put up wif all ur antics..
When u chase me back after I went to find u in Prai.
Because ur collegue was more important.
I put up wif all their shyts too.
Somethin I really dun deserve.
They haf no rights to say anythin bout me.
Wif u standin on their side only made things worse for me.
It's time to wake up and smell the coffee.
If u wanted to prove,
U would haf long ago.
Not until I was badly bruised and hurt.
Let me go before u take my life.
Cuz I really came to a point of dyin better than to be treated dis way.




I dun need those empty promises.
No need to fulfill them now when I've given up.
There's no point.
It won't be good enuf for me.
I never wanted anythin else..
But u made everythin so hard for me.
I'm better off alone....