I cant believe dat I could live better without u.
I used to doubt dat I could live without u..
A year ago.
But now,
Things are different.
I'm happy without u..
Dat's gonna sting.
I felt the baggage dat I've been carryin for so long has been taken off...
I felt relieved.
I felt better...
It's better without u.
Cuz I no longer hafto deal wif ur selfish attitude.
I used to love u alot..
Used to give in everythin u asked for.
But dat's not gonna happen anymore.
Cuz u took me for granted all the time.
I cant believe dat I took so long to realize dat u were using me..
Dat aint love.
U just wanted to be wif me cuz I'm everythin u needed.
U used to love me cuz u're afraid of losing me..
But it's no longer dis way anymore.
Things are never gonna go back to where it was before,
U and I know dat very well.
U left me too many bruises to count.
Uncountable heart breaks..
I cant love u anymore.
Not the way u want me to.
I've warned u...
But u neva listen..
So dis is the outcome of the things u do.
Bear wif the consequences...
Thou u're "the one" to me last time,
Sometimes I find it so hard to deal wif the fact dat we're a dysfunctional couple.
We cant be like normal couples,
Go out,
Watch movies..
Simple things seem so hard.
Oh well~
I guess there's nothin much we can do bout it huh?
U refused to change things...
U and I know dat.
Accept or decline.
Simple as dat.
At the moment,
I choose accept.
Cuz u're too hard for me to let go..
After 5 years,
It's sucky not to continue.
All I could do is keep my fingers crossed..
Dat u'll treat me rite.
At least treat me fairly...
Stop doubtin me.
It's ur choice not to be wif me everyday.
Dat dis time,
U'll try ur best to makes things work for us.
*I'm tired of hiding things in the dark*
U've always been there for me.
U're sweet,
Tho u wont admit it.
U're the type dat will protect me from far.
And for dat,
I adore u to bits.
Ur hugs are irreplaceable..
And dun u dare ignore me..
*Lalalalala~*
I hope u'd enjoy ur new job.
Like I said before,
All I wanted is for u to be happy.
I'm so sorrie dat I'm not there when u needed me.
I know u called me first before u called anyone else.
I'm honored and blessed.
U'll always be my teddy bear.
Love u for the things u've done for me..
U're a sweetie.
I truly love u to bits.
U keep my feet on the ground.
Keeping me sane.
Tolerating all my rants and complaints.
Yet,
U never once forsake me.
U never once dumped me and left me lost.
I thank God dat I haf someone like u..
To be called my bestie,
My girlfren.
I'm proud of u..
U've improved over the months.
And u do deserved to be loved.
U deserved to be wif someone who loves u wif all his heart.
U're way attractive than he gives u credits for.
U shud realize dat by now.
We've from different worlds...
And somehow we fit together.
Quite peculiar at times.
Right from the start,
I've wanted u to be my maid of honor.
There's no one else who can fit dat better than u..
Babe~
Wadever ur decision is,
Know dat I respect it.
I just want u to be happy...
I want the best for u.
Love u alot..
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