Ur my own brand of heroine, My own kryptonite

Thou sometimes I love u to bits...
But u kept pushing ur luck.
I always gave in for all ur antics...
I cant blame them for pointin out who's better for me.
I know cuz they want the best for me..
Can u keep the promise u gave me a year back?
To be the best u can be?
To be there for me?
I'm tired of tryin to work all of dis mess out.
Cuz at times I really doubt dat u care..
Doubt u're the least scared of losing me..

I told someone before,
We might be the best at the moment...
Which dun mean no one else can be better us..
But at times,
I tend to re-evaluate my decision.
Am I mad at u cuz u never made up to ur promise?
Or I just feel dat u can be better,
But u chose not to be?
Am I angry at u for all the right reasons?
U really confuse me sometimes...
And I hate dat kinda feeling!