My addictions..

From food to people... I haf some addictions dat I won't give up...

Starbucks Caramel Frapp...
My favourite yum yum. My antidote. The thing dat I needed the most when I'm emo...
When I dun haf enuf sleep..
Or when I'm havin a bad day...
Most of all when I just feel like havin it...

And for dat, most of my pay goes to Starbucks rather than anythin else...







Chocolates.. Especially Cadbury ones... *caramello*
I totally agree and believe dat chocolates make u happier and it boosts endorphins..
If I cant get Caramel frapp, cadbury chocolates are my second option....


And other than dat...
Here comes the people I'm addicted to.. =p
People dat play different roles in my life. All of them has somethin in common...
1. I love them to bits..
2. We were once together before...


.First one of all... My hubby. Well, thou over the years he has already changed. He no longer has the same old dressin code. And I always say he dress like an old uncle now... And he promised me dat he'll go back to how he was back 11 years ago. ^^ *fingers crossed* Thou he's not perfect in alot of ways... But in alot of ways he completed me. Thou now I still haf doubts bout him bein The One.. But I guess time will tell sooner or later... Dat I'll wait..





Lion~ Well he's the superstar dat I became fond of after awhile. He played quite a role in my life for the past couple of months. He loves to tease me just to get on my nerves. He's really a peculiar guy. He never really tell u wad's on his mind. He likes to make ppl guess all the time. Most of the time, when we're together... He just listens to me and not him telling me things. Well thou we're not together anymore... But I still love it when he calls me "darling"..




Him~ Ultraman... Another of the special people dat appeared in my life. From how I met him to how I dated him was special... Magical moments we've encountered together... From shooting stars to "Let's jump off from the 17th floor. Like dat we'll be together forever". It's crazy.. But I'm sure no other guy will be able to tell me dat same thing. Even thou we've broken up for 5 years.. But he still wants me back in his life. Tho it's pretty much impossible... But still it meant somethin to me. At one point of my life, I really thought he'd be the one I marry.. But I guess shyt happens. Even so.. I still held on the promises he's made me after so many years.. If it comes true, I'd be more than happy... But if it doesn't, I wont be dead either... I cant believe dat he bought my favorite car... Well I guess we just haf so many things in common.. ^^



Another ex... Well I guess it's safe to say dat he's the one who got away. And when we finally met each other back dis year.. He told me "U are the girl I wanna marry". I tot he was just jokin.. SO I played along. But a week after dat he proposed. "Gimme 2 to 3 years to earn money. After dat I'll fulfill all u ever wanted". *Wow* I never tot dat he meant everythin he told me the week before. Thou I never said yes.. But neither did I disagree.. I guess it's safer to let time tell. *Anythin could haf happen during the 3 years time. We'll let time tell*





To all the people dat I've mention here...
I love u to bits. More than u know.
U're changed my life in someway or another without u realizing it.
Dat for dat I'm always grateful...
The only thing dat has changed,
Is we're not together anymore...
Other than dat I still love u all the same....
^^


~ xx ~