Bitter Sweet Day

Hmmm~ first of all I din expect dat Ultraman would come meet me today. And wad suprised me the most is he remembered my antidote *Starbucks* Thou he got me the wrong one... But it's the heart dat matters the most. He suprised me when he agreed to go Balik Pulau wif me... Cuz most of the time he'd make excuses not to go. *Suprise suprise* He's still with the crazy driving skills tho he's drivin the Estima today instead of his usual ride. And I could tell dat he still wants me back... Thou he knows dat's impossible d. But he's still tryin his luck after 5 years.. *Countin dis year* And honestly dat's a long time he waited for the answer he wanted... Thou he often came up wif theories to win me back. He still got a lot to prove....

Dis is the sweet part...
Now comes the bitter part...

When I got to work... My manager told me "Dis may be ur last day to work." I've always known dat they'll cut some man power soon.. But I din expect it wiithout any notice at all. It's utterly not fair!!! If I did somethin wrong... I would accept it without a fight. But I din do anythin wrong!!! It's totally screwed up.... I know I do my best at work and I was totally under appreciated. Yet I din fret!! Was a freakin notice too much to ask for anyways?! I dun mind bein snuffled out... Cuz I understand the whole thing bout cutting costs... But when it comes without any notice, I tink it's freakin outrages!!!! Is dis how they handle things? Cuz I totally reckon dat it's irresponsible!! Is dis how grown up in their mid ages handle such situations?! AAArrrrrgghghhhhh!!!!
Now they tell me dat the decision will be finalised tomoro in a meeting tomoro... And in my point of view... Letting me go has already been finalised.. Just figuring out a way to let me go without me having a say...Honestly, I've done my job. I just couldnt freakin bother if they wanna do anythin else....

Rather than bein sad, I'm feeling freakin pissed to the max!!!