New start

Everyone face failures at times... But even at the bleakest moment, u're saved by the bell. 
Ever felt dat way?
Ever experienced dat?
The doc says it's too dangerous for me either way.
But I'm just havin a lil faith and doin wad is right.
Of cuz I'm scared shytless. 
But it needs to be done.
It's time to face the music,
And stand strong.
I know I'll survive.
*Or at least I know I would for now*
But dat's my decision to keep.
No one can actually tell u how to live ur life.
They can only guide and advise.
But to live life by the rules in the book,
Seems pretty lame at times.
I'm just myself by the end of the day.
I wanna be me and not someone else.


Havin frens and my mom's support.
It's enuf than I could ever bargain for.
And my ex has emerge to make me feel all better. 
*Thanks love*
We may no longer be couples,
But the support he's givin me is superb.
I'm takin a step every single day.
I'll conquer,
And survive.
God will never let  go thru something dat will leave u dead.
*Do u believe dat? I know I do*
I've been put thru alot of trials after trials.
Yet I survive.
Dis will be another trial to get thru.


Now I'm just gonna gear up for my holidays.
I need a break..
Tho we still haven't decide where to go.
Still waitin for the decision.
Koh Samui?
Hehehehh~ I've got superb frens =)
Thanks for bein the greatest support anyone could ever ask for.

XX